I’ve said a number of times over the history of the blog that I am by nature far more leaning towards the Beta end of the spectrum than the Alpha. I’ve progressed in recent years to picking up more of the Alpha traits and attitude, though I’m hardly a dark triad type personality by nature.
However today I’ve learned that someone I was nice to and even worked hard at trying to be fair and balanced with, has decided to repay me for that kindness. I’ll be wearing a suit again.
I feel myself snapping this time though. I don’t think I’ll be nearly as nice again. This isn’t even a dating / relationships / game thing. I’m just pissed off that if you offer someone half a loaf of bread that they will sue you for the whole thing.
And yes some of that anger is self directed. I’ll be changing a few things towards the direction of the use of red lightsabers.
And I don’t give a shit what anyone thinks about that male or female.